J Elyzabeth's Blog

When the last light fades
And the cover is closed
And the words are no more
And my story is told

Just know this
You were a blip on the page
A piece of my chapter
Be it maker or mage

The length you walk with me
I do not know
For daylight is still here
the ink is still wet
and I have chapters to go

For there are
Faucets unseen
And depths unknown
This story is not done
This story of me

I would fly
Through the night
Just because you called
I would drive
Just to see
The sun rise
I would light
A thousand candles
Just to let you
See the light
And I will dance
In the rain
Just to let
It wash away
the pain

I’m letting go of dreaming
Reality is slowly seeping
I’m letting go of something
My heart is slowly pining
My feet have been in the clouds
My imagination running wild
My fate my own making

Reality is seeping
I have to let go to grow within
My mind is racing
My heart is aching
My soul cries out
Each time I leave a little of it
Behind

Each dream stopped
Each want blocked
Each day lost

I’m letting go of dreaming

I don’t want to love an idol
I don’t want to love a star
I don’t want to love someone
I can only see from afar.

I want to love someone near
I want to love someone who can hear

I don’t want to love an idol
But I am so I fear
Nothing good can come of this
Only loneliness and tear

As dawn goes to daylight
And daylight to dusk
So life enters twilight
And love endures to dust

I don’t want to love an idol
Whom nothing can compare
I don’t want to love someone
And leave this work in despair